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It's fantastic I wake up on the day I need to go to training for work and spend the whole fucking morning wanting to puke. Great. Even sticking my hand down my throat won't make anything come up though so I am still stuck feeling nauseated, and I have to drive a half hour to Arlington for more training.

Why can't I just puke if I need to fucking puke? Get it over with so my stomach will stop cramping and I can actually focus on what I need to do.