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I haven't made an entry about being trans in quite some time. I've found it better-much better- for my own mental well-being to avoid that topic as much as possible- I ran across something today tho that was kind of frustrating. Meh. I am at a precarious balance between my internal self and my external, and I don't like accidentally tipping myself over. I don't experience dysphoria nearly as often now. Instead, I experience dissociation way more than I used to. Several times a week, normally.
The dissociation seems to be more about my surroundings being unreal more often than my own self, though both happen regularly and happen at the same time on a pretty regular basis.
I haven't talked much about my depression either. I just don't want to, most times.
I should take photos of my new jewelry. I'm lazy, however, so I don't know when this will be done.
I am still also thinking about family things, and my lack of it, and all the difficulties that come with that.
All way too much to type on my phone, though.
The dissociation seems to be more about my surroundings being unreal more often than my own self, though both happen regularly and happen at the same time on a pretty regular basis.
I haven't talked much about my depression either. I just don't want to, most times.
I should take photos of my new jewelry. I'm lazy, however, so I don't know when this will be done.
I am still also thinking about family things, and my lack of it, and all the difficulties that come with that.
All way too much to type on my phone, though.